A lot of people have trouble understanding this concept. Yes, it’s for me. I’m doing it for me. It is what I want because it is what will make me happy.
But because of my transformation, all the people who treated me like shit will now see past my size for the person I really am, and me knowing that they’ll finally realize what they’ve done and have remorse just kinda puts the big ol’ cherry on the sugar-free sundae.
was one of those days where i just hate everything i see in the mirror. i look and just see fat. i know the number on the scale is higher because i have alot of muscle but i can’t get that through my head. hate days like these.